tears again:( IN LECTURE HALL

Assalamualaikum...

Huh..lately update aku asyik pasai "TEARS" je.macam sangat sadis kn hidup niyh..ari tu nanges pasai x dapat jawab test PHYSIC.tp ari ni air mata ni bkn kerana studies.tp sbb TAKUT.tau tak.one if my weakness is "I'm scared of human being called BOYS"..aku nanges just sbb nervous dok dekat sebelah budak lelaki.act,i'm having lecture maths in DKF11.sitting wit my  besties.Shyda.Amni.Balkhis..everything was juz fine.we were laughing and smiling happily..haha.macam FAIRY TALE plak:D tetibe je aku perasan ade bdk laki nk duduk kt kerusi kosong sebelah aq."Gosh!!!!!why must u sit here?can u just find another place.i'm start to feel uneasy wit the presence of that boys.i'm scared to death man!!!"

a few minutes later....

sobs*sobs*sobs*tears rolling down my cheek..huh,finally.i cant stand my emotion anymore.aku hanya mampu mengalirkan air mata..sorry awak:( even awak classmate saye,even awak budak lelaki yang baik.sopan.sgt menjaga batas pergaulan.saya tetap takut.takutkan lelaki.saye harap awak x ambik kisah ye.dont be offended yeah:))inilah padahnya berada d sekolah perempuan.act,dak pompuan laen okayy je.aku ni yg pelik.tak pernah bercampur dgn laki.alih2,cam ni laa jd nye.

P/S:Mcm mane saye nk survive niyh..hopefully i'll recover from this kind of "DISEASE" soon:(